For my very first day of holidays I went to visit Mum
It was a fun day full of opp shopping, last minute present buying and lunch in the park
After tea we went to the beach until it was time to look at Christmas lights
The water was dark and moody looking, the weather unseasonably cold
We saw lots of pretty lights
It was nice to drive around my old town and see all the farmilliar lights that we see each year and of course some new ones.
Im glad to be on holidays but I dont feel as relaxed as id hoped. Ive taken my second lot of clomid (fertility medication) and its making me feel stressed out.
I figured that with my work increasing and my day care anual re-approval coming up that I had reasons to feel stressed but now that im on holidays and have nothing to stress about for two weeks I can see that realy im stressed about nothing!
I hate feeling like this and im considering not taking clomid next month to give myself a break but I hate the thought of missing an oporturity to get pregnant.
Anyway, my mum gave me a nice relaxing massage and im planning to meditate and have a restful break and hopefully feel good and enjoy my time off.