1 more sleep (and a beautiful graph)

Tomorrow morning we travel to my clinic for my pregnancy blood test. 

The past few days have seemed to have quite a few extra hours. Or is that just me perhaps ? ;)

I've been yo-yoing between feeling at peace with not yet knowing, feeling hopeful and sure that it worked and feeling sad and sure that it will be negative. 

It's a hard wait and I'm sure the crazy hormone drugs that are still making their way out of my system aren't helping

I was sure that our chance per transfer was 30% (Benny's pretty sure that was the IUI % and I think he's right), and Benny thought our chance per try was 50%. Recently I discovered this wonderful graph on our clinics website and it's making me feel extra hopeful. I may have googled it more than a few (many) times.... but it's quite beautiful to me at this point. At 69.7% likely hood for this one month it feels like we could be among the lucky ones. I hope.
At the moment I have Benny home from work for 5 days, we have a birthday dinner with my best friend at my favorite restaurant overlooking the sea tonight and a trip to the city and seeing family to look forward to tomorrow.
I cant believe we will finally know our result in somewhere around 24 hours. It's been a long month, a crazy month, a sometimes stressful, painful and emotional month but for the glimmer of hope it has given I wouldn't trade it for anything and would definitely do it again